They say time flies

...When you're having fun. I don't know that I would consider this half of the year to be "fun", I spent the first half of it sick as a dog with morning sickness, and the second half of it depressed and stressed out. Yet here we are, June already. In just 2 more months, we'll be planning my baby boy's second birthday party. I can't believe my little baby boy is already a walking, talking, real-live little kid already.

Unfortunately, the depression and stress has packed on the pounds (15 or so), and so now I've got a bad body image to add to the laundry list of things I dread about my life right now. It's silly, I look back 5 years ago, and I would've killed for the body I have today... and now that I have it, I want something better. I guess it just goes to show that we are our own worst critics. We can't ever truly please ourselves. Not for long, anyway.

The next few months should present with some excitement. In August, Emery and I will be flying out to Colorado for almost 2 weeks to visit family. Then, the week after we get back, Jon's parents are flying out from WA for Emery's birthday. In October, Jon and I may take a small vacation somewhere for our 5th wedding anniversary. Lord, I can't believe it's been 5 years already! In some ways, it's amazing we made it this far. I've seen divorces over much less squable than what we've been through over the last 7 years we've known each other. I guess, I value our relationship even more over some of the things I've seen.

Anyways, hopefully by the end of the year, I'll be pregnant again... and planning for next year.